"I miss them so much."

It's been about 3 months since I have seen my rays of sunshine, and I terribly miss them. I feel like a changed human being. Although it has been around 3 months I still suffer PCD.

Wait...what's PCD?

Well, it means "Pitch Circle Diameter" but for fangirls/fanboys we consider it as "Post-Concert Depression" Very severe, don't know if you'll survive but..... JK. Although it's been 3 months since the concert but here are ways on how I cope with the PCD fangirl-life.

here are the ingredients: 

-Tears

-A concert you can't get over

-Sad Music

-Positive Thoughts

-Food, a lot of it.
-Smiles
-Oxygen

Step 1: Have a week of grief
It's not easy to move on. Especially if it is near and dear to your heart. Take time to just be sad and just think. It's okay to feel sad. Just take a week and just reconsider your life.

Step 2:Reminisce 
Let the good times roll... okay bad pun. Remember all the memories of that concert. Remember how hard you got the tickets, or how much you cried during the concert, or even reminisce on how you walked in the venue. Everything (well to me) will be sentimental, so just reminisce and be happy that you were able to witness it.

Step 3: Take a break from the artists music
Yes, I am completely serious. this may be the hardest step but If you just keep on listening to their songs you'll just end up being sad and feel horrible. Just take a break for awhile and just try and move on and think positive. I'm not gonna sugar coat it, but this is gonna be hard and you might not survive, but If you wanna be sad for a long time you gotta do it.

Step 4: Accept the fact that they're gone
Not dead gone, but you know not having a concert. It's hard to accept the fact that the concert is done, but you have to. You may be doubtful right now, but it's not healthy. I'm sorry to say it, but they're gone, the truth hurts I know you'll get through it.

Step 5: Breathe, Appreciate, Smile, Repeat
You may not be completely over your PCD, but you're getting better. When you're overwhelmed with PCD, just breathe. When you want them to come back and you're thinking about how unfair it is, Appreciate the fact that you were able to actually see them live because not much people have that opportunity. Just smile, the fact that you got to be part of that special event is amazing. And when you feel that overwhelming feeling of PCD, just breathe appreciate and smile.


It's hard to get over things so you don't have too, just try and cope and slowly by slowly you'll get over the PCD stage...well until the next concert.

You can watch the video version of this blog post here ya go: how to deal with PCD// IAmNotBunky
all my love,
bunks xx

jaPAN jaPAN

I know you guys probably laughed at my genius pun, or probably not. Going to Japan has always been part of my bucket list, so going to Japan has been one of the highlights of my life. This is how I spent my trip to japan and all my activities and just some fun little milestones. I would just like to start by saying, I am not sponsoring Osaka at all these are my genuine feelings to the place. This post is long overdue, so please forgive me.



My plane landed in Osaka at 1am, So I was really tired because of the fact that I hadn't slept the WHOLE plane ride *sigh* but I had enough energy to walk around. When I made it to donburi it was surprisingly full which was weird considering the fact that it was 2 FREAKING AM. But thank the lord for that because there was a restaurant that we could eat in and the food was just the highlight of the trip I swear. It was surprisingly very well Lit (yes Lit).

Our first stop to our official first day of Osaka was "The Osaka Castle" and to say it was beautiful up close is an understatement. It was nice to find out more about the Japanese and gain more knowledge about the kind people.

This Poodle was so beautiful up close. All I wanted to do was pet it and bring it home with me, but this is what you call, self-control.

 I'm sorry about my face, just don't mind it and just appreciate the view behind me.

  The food truck holds a special place in my heart. The food was delicious and it is something you should definitely look forward to.











Confession: We cut the line for this picture that's why I look like I want to run away. So to the people who were lining up, I am sincerely sorry.

*Fangirls* *Squeals* I have been waiting to go here FOR SO LONG. This was the sole reason why went here. This was probably the biggest milestone of this whole trip. I've been obsessed with Harry Potter ever since I was obsessed with barney.

I finally got accepted to my dream school. Just Kidding still hasn't gotten my acceptance letter.


 I am aware that it looks like cheerleading performance in my head and there are eyes on my sisters head, it's 2016, but also because these were super cute.

The Highlight of my trip was probably eating since everything was delicious I had to have more and more 'till I was sick to my stomach. Don't judge me it's not like I can go to Vietnam anytime I want to,as much as I would love to, you can't have everything you want *sigh*. Since I love food so much I would go anywhere, any time, any place just to get what I crave for. Bến Thành Market is the place to eat and experience the food don't go to those fancy restaurants that will be too overpriced and isn't as good as the food there because trust me that's exactly what I did on the first day going there. The place is so hot that I was sweating like a pig, but honestly so worth it. Their food was fresh and extremely delicious, don't get me started on the Pho. Trust me you won't regret it.